LONG LOST WORDS

PAROXYSM | ORIGINAL

It's funny how silence can make you realize a lot of things that you thought are just nothing.
How music can bring all the past back. And how the air blows out just to make your eyes a lil bit teary..
and all of a sudden, while you are there alone.. listening to your song,
you stared at nowhere and in one particular reason, you thought about him..

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It's funny how time fly so fast that you didn't notice your getting
older, weaker, sadder..
then as that time passed, realization of how stupid you become arises
when you left a page of your diary that has an unsaid statement saying...

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"i love you very much, i tried to tell you that a million times but you kept on saying were just friends.. though it hurts me so much.. i still choose to just leave it as is, so that it would be much easier for me to let go even if i don't want to.. i know it's stupid to love you but what can i do?
you make it so easy for me to fall for you everyday.. with just a simple smile of yours makes my heart bit a little faster, and just the way your eyes glance at me when i walk on the corridor of our department makes me feel so special that i can't even resist to glance back at you..
it's not easy, if only you knew how long I've kept this from you.. :'( "

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... and wished for that abandoned moment to return...
So lame.. to think that you already had the time to say it but you let it pass you by..

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You see, it's really funny that you cried for the same guy for almost a year and yet you haven't done
anything else to change the situation..
and then you'll say to your self "i'll get over him soon" but after seeing him for a minute, you start to fall for him even harder..

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LOVE ... it's so unpredictable and complicated..
when you already have it, you try to set it aside,
and when its gone, you try to win it back... so ironic..

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